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FrerardTrash
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Hey :) ummm, I'm kate and I like books and stuff

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I'm being blamed for being raped
Trauma Support / by FrerardTrash
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 October 25th, 2015
...See more So I was talking to this guy (Let's call him Alex- Not using real names) and we were getting close. We both liked each other. We weren't getting together due to some cirumstances. So anyway, I met with my friend Gerard. We had been friends for a while. In the past we joked about hooking up but we didn't. This was also before I was close with Alex (He is 17. I am 15) I went for a walk after school with Gerard. We went to the valley and sat in the engine houses. Gerard started kissing me. I was okay with that. But then he started getting really sexual towards me. I felt a bit awkward but carried on. But then he asked me to have sex with him and I said no. Then he kept kissing me and asking me and I said no again. He asked and I told him I didn't take my pill so I was scared of being pregnant. He kept asking. Everntually I did say yes as I felt pressured and I could tell he was getting annoyed. It didn't hurt but I didn't really want to have sex because I liked Alex. I told Alex about it. He said I could've stopped it. He told me I should've told someone and why did i have sex. Alex and I were not together and I doubted we would get together. But he is blaming me now for what happened. I've been feeling so bad and so dirty about this. I hate myself. I've lost Alex. What do I do?
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