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Gh0stgravez
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My anxiety is bad help
Relationship Stress / by Gh0stgravez
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 September 21st, 2021
...See more im 15, and I just started a relationship with my online friend of a year. I’m insanely happy about it, and I think that they are too. This is my first proper relationship, I was in an extremely short one about a year ago with another one of my friends but They practically forced me to be with them no matter how many times I said no. The person I’m with now Is my favourite person in the whole world, and they’re the first person that’s not fictional or famous that I actually had feelings for. I was constantly depressed before I met them and now I’m slowly starting to recover from that with their help. However I struggle a lot with anxiety and self confidence, I always feel like they’re going to find me annoying or not like me anymore. I’ve talked to them about it, and they said that they love me and would tell me if they didn’t like me anymore or if I do anything wrong because they love me. I was happy about that, but I always constantly feel worried that they don’t actually like me as I’m being too annoying. We’re planning to meet up next month, and I’m worried that they won’t like how I look in real life because I am extremely insecure about my looks. It just seems like no matter what I do my anxiety will always be with me and I hate it, I just want to be normal. I cant afford therapy and I just want to know what to do because I’m really confused 🙁
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