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...See more I was young, he was my first. It was year 10 I was 15/16 and things started normal, I think. The regular circle of abuse started a few months after getting together. First by being very protective, then limiting my time with others, until ensuring I was never able to have a night away from him. We slept together the first time after 2 months and it was completely consensual. As time went on we had more sex more often and I kept mentioning I wanted to slow down, maybe not have sex that often and he would get offended and not take me seriously. Months went by and we were basically having sex every day, I hated it. A few months later we broke a condom, it was traumatic to say the least, at 16 you cant buy the morning after pill. I called my mom and we had things sorted out. I never became pregnant. One thing was I didnt want sex, he let it slide for a few weeks but as soon as I started birth control he wanted sex again. He became angry. We stayed together months after that. I wasnt allowed to even talk to my friends who were guys and after my mom did some asking around we learned that the reason I bled so much was because I would have been pregnant, telling him that only made him angrier. For months I would push him away, tell him I was tired, didnt feel like it, nothing was enough. He always got what he wanted. He always told me no one else could love me, I was lucky he put up with me. It took a long time to realize that it was abuse and rape, now Im trying to cope.

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