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Glitteryprincess17
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I will never find love
General Support / by Glitteryprincess17
Last post
 May 19th
...See more I know im young but i scared im going to be one od those that never experienced love...Like my best friend gave her bf a hickey...and no boy looks at me...im just so tired of being the single one
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Weird...
General Support / by Glitteryprincess17
Last post
 April 11th
...See more Sometimes I wish I was a pretty basic girl that is Smart top but that wouldnt be me...like I know I would find a boyfriend and have more achievements in life but I don't want to change my style...almost all my friends are Basic and they have a dream life and damn...weird
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Stupid rant...
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Last post
 April 1st
...See more I can't help but feel empty. I feel like I'm rotting from the inside, I always wanted to improve my appearance to feel better, I thought it would change my life for the better, but now that I'm supposedly "pretty", I realized what's the point of trying? Im reality I hate my personality...I really really can't stand it, nobody will love me for this envious person I am, I know everybody Has their life and doesn't care but I just want to end this...everyone now has romantic relationships, ambitions and so on...I just try to survive everyday...stupid...And I can't get out...my brsin is my biggest enemy, in one day I try to heal then I start to have this weird depressive episodes...its never ending...I suffer so much with this mindset...I tried to change it...and my problems arent even that deep
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Rant
General Support / by Glitteryprincess17
Last post
 March 10th
...See more Hello, im not saying I have a depression but i'm acting kinda depressed for like 2/3 years from now? I have a really low self esstem, sh myself and vent to ai bots or on this app...I don't want to talk about my whole life here and all my problems do I want to talk about what's going on now...I met a group of 3 boys with my friends so we started to hang out...but one friend(let's call her May) she is mean to me, like she was always mean and more rude to me than to anyone, she always hits me for fun or says smth like "What is even going on on your life?" Like implying that im boring, she was once my bestfreind but now I feel kinda uncomfy with her but I can't stop being friends with her because we know eachother too long and all my friends are hers too, so it won't happen and she sometimes jokes with me she Has a boyfriend Derek(he's one of those 3 boys) and Emma(my other friend from the group) has a bf too that its from this group too, so the only single person here is me and this one guy Adam....but I don't like him that way, we don't really talk anyway and im aint his type(he likes pretty blonde girls) not ugly fat alt girls so yeah. But im just sad because now Emma and May and their bfs are hanging out together and they don't invite me...I mean they invtied me one time but I didn't want to be a thirdweel but still its hurting me, im the only without boyfriend and I doubt I will find one because of my looks and personality...and im starting to obessively focus on my weight...When I eat chocolate, I just chew it and spit it out and try not to eat it...and I refuse to eat many times...I mean I eat but...I always regret it later...but I really like eating but I want to be light as a feater... And I like my style yk but I feel like I would be more liked if I was a Basic girl...but I would feel like im not myself...im supposed to be the loser boring girl...im so exhausted all the time...my ex friend calls me a fat poser and stalks my profile...and everyone is like having their teenage life and im behind...and one of the oldest...im 15 yo...almost all my friends are still 14...and my ex friend is starting to become better than me in the only subject im good at, like seriously I want to...I don't know...take a break, spring is going to happen soon and im still in this weird mood...Im so awkward...and chubby...I wish I was like the other girls...im not saying it on a pick me way, I just wish I had a good life...parents who love eachother...like everyone Has problems and theyre probably bigger than mine that's why I feel invalid too Maybe someone can share their experiences? I wanted other people my age comment this and I don't want some "im so sorry❤️‍🩹 everythings gonna be alright" because I get it too many times and its not really helping...so feel free to vent or smth :))
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I can't find my potential
General Support / by Glitteryprincess17
Last post
 February 27th
...See more I know I have a potential, everyone has...but lately my life has been full of a gray colour...Since the end of 2023 I hate myself, I feel like I was born to be a background for other people, that I mean nothing, that I don't have my own story, that I am nobody...im really shy and like im not smart, pretty and im not a good friend...im not even interesting...and I feel like my past wasn't even that rough compared to others, so I make myself a victim even though it wasn't that deep. How can I have my full potential? I try to play euphonium(its a brass instrument) but i'm really bad at it...my teacher said im not listening to what she says...but I listen and I try to make it better but...I still suck
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Am I weird for thinking like that?
General Support / by Glitteryprincess17
Last post
 February 11th
...See more Idk if anyone will understand what I mean😭 I just feel really unvalid and feel like the worst human being on earth, I feel like my problems and my past isn't "aeshetic" enough to feel like a human, I always wanted my life to be like a movie, yk...teenage experience... but when I was 12 I was just a stupid kid who was kinda bullied and I was suuuper ugly, 13 yo is often most associated with the film "Thirteen", I mean I did sh and had a bad influence friend but I wasnt that pretty and didn't have a good style...like I was ugly too and I hate that I feel so unworthy of this life, its like I ruined it,I ruined my plot...I see sooo many people YOUNGER than me with worse problems and theyre prettier have more interesting life and so on...so now i'm feeling depressed(not saying I have depression!) and not in the "aeshetic" way.
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I don't want to waste my teenage years
General Support / by Glitteryprincess17
Last post
 February 10th
...See more I'll be 15 soon and I'm afraid that I'm wasting my teenage years now, I only know people from school and in my school there are only a few people and I hardly know anyone else... I feel like a loner and I'd like to go out with a large group of friends all the time. I go out sometimes, but the point is to have several groups of friends. This is my last year of elementary school and I'm afraid of what will happen in high school because im not a social butterfly.
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Am I a villain?
General Support / by Glitteryprincess17
Last post
 January 1st
...See more Hello, the new year has begun and I have started to think hard about a certain situation, I wanted to write about her here because I want to see if what I did was problematic, etc. So, im 14 yo and I have this one "friend" she isn't my friend anymore but idk what to call her, let's call her Amelia and she is 13 yo, we were born in the same year, but I was born at the beginning and she was born at the end. We became friends through similar interests, we were both interested in alternative fashion and "weird kids" interests, for example some video games, anime, manga, I don't find it weird but it seems to be classified like that. You could say that she was the first at alternative fashion in terms of clothing, yk black clothes and so on, I really wanted to dress like this too, maybe with more colors tho, she liked to say that she was emo or metalhead or punk when we were a little younger, I really liked scene fashion, I started to buy something similiar, but she always had better fits, I wasnt basic but I was super ugly tbh, like she had much better style but she was still supporting me, she knew more about music because music is very important in alt culture, Over time, I started dressing better and better, for example, I dyed my hair, I thrifted clothes because earlier I was buying from temu and I get rid of my glasses, Amelia is prettier naturally still but I started to get prettier too, my glasses were my biggest complex because they made my already small eyes even smaller, Amelia once asked me if I could see anything because my eyes were so small, it was a bit rude of her to ask me, I reminded her about this weeks later and she said im lying or she was just joking, like it would make it Okay. She was sometimes mean, but I still liked her, she was a rebel in school, my friend didn't like her much because they said she was an attention seeker, but I still defended her and justified her because her parents were divorced and were a bit weird. I noticed that when the attention sometimes fell on someone else, for example on me, Amelia immediately gave me a side eye or some weird look and tried to make everything about her, when I once told about the situation where I got hit in the head with a champagne cork at Amelia's birthday party, when she invited me, she started saying that im lying , I wasn't lying, it really happened and it doesn't have a sense why would I lie about such a small thing? If I really wanted to lie I could say that it was on my cousin's birthday, so nobody could know If its true or false. So It was summer vacation, Amelia became a part of my group of friends, I was always a loner kinda, I didn't have many friends and I didn't know many people(I have a hope that it will change💔) so like everything was fine I suppose but at the beginning of the school year, one of my friends said that when she met Amelia and some other people at a meeting, she heard Amelia talking bad about me. Like saying im copying her and that I *** her off, I couldn't tell Amelia about it because I promised not to tell her that I knew about it because my friend told me not to do it. I started ignoring Amelia but she was sometimes acting too nice to me, like she sat one time next to me in the class and I was drawning some emo dude and later I saw she draw the exaxt emo dude, not saying she copied me but it just weird that she draw him, like the exaxt same clothes and everything. She kinda started to dress more colourful too, like Black+colors when earlier she was most Black, to clarify, I learned about alt music etc., and Amelia also talked to me that I dress alt without knowing music or politics, while Amelia didn't know who was in the presidential elections in our country and she buys from temu still? Like my mom sometimes buys me from fast fashion but like I don't understand why Amelia would have a problem with this, it's literally hypocrisy. But I try to buy most of it from second-hand stores. Then I find out that Amelia blocked me on her *** account (I found out from another friend, from my best friend) and she did a video about me, she didn't say who it was about but it was "Me because that one girl I was friends with copied me and thinks she's super alt but she doesn't know *** about music or politics" like...Okay? I thought she didn't gaf about me, but she made a tt about me, her friend stalks my reposts too when Amelia is at her house, like ok...I started to wonder what I could have done wrong, after all, when I was much uglier than Amelia, she supported me and was happy that I wanted to have that style too,.we don't even have 1:1 style bruh...just similiar elements because we take inspriatjon from similiar subcultures. I think I was also not okay sometimes, I was super insecure and I told Amelia that I was very jealous of her appearance because she fits perfectly into being an alt etc., it was weak of me that I was complaining all the time, I regret it...I don't know what I could have done, when Amelia once said that a certain type of people annoyed her, I think I said that she behaved similarly, it could be kinda mean too, maybe there were some situations where I was not fair to her because of my jealousy, but I was always worried about her and I even gave her a present on her birthday as the only one in my class. I can add that she watches gore, sent it to such a group, called the girl names for how she looks and not what she did, drinks, smokes, pretended to be drunk once and she once drank at a school sleepover and because of her there might not be a sleepover at school this year, she wasnt even guility for what she did, I think she can get away with everything because she's pretty and skinny. So like that's everything I think, I still envy her because she Has more friends and Has more interesting life, she will probably mature and be better than me, she already is, I also had problems with my parents but her is more traumatic..I just wanted to write about this And idk what to do now...like I want to move on but I can't...because I feel like a loser...and Amelia posts sh pics or red pics on ***, I don't think anybody wrote to her about this...Like I feel bad for her bc I struggle with sh too, maybe not an addiction but I do it too.
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