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GreekCatPerson
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Wishing for the impossible.
PathStep 13 Compassion hearts2,241 Forum posts5 Forum upvotes10 Current upvotes10 Age GroupAdult Last activeMay, 2024 Member sinceMarch 29, 2024
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I'm a man. I'm broken. Nobody cares.


I used to believe that if you work hard, if you help your fellow human, you start gaining credit, you start accumulating those Attaboy marks. So when you find yourself receiving an OhSh*t, you can have a bit of space to correct that and not spend all your Attaboy credits.


As it turns out, that's not how it works. Nobody remembers your Attaboys after a day or so, but your OhSh*ts are here forever.


I made a mistake in my life. I am not the same person I once was. But does the punishment ever end? No. Is there such a thing as forgiveness? Only God can forgive. But I'm not with God, I'm down here with the rest of you. And I'm hurting. I'm hurting really bad. And I don't have the attitude of, well what are you going to do about it. I have the attitude of, please let me show you that I'm not worthless, I'm not the monster that society labels me. Let me show you. Please.


But as always, I'm out of Attaboys, and full of... Well you know the rest.




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Sitting in the dark
Poetry / by GreekCatPerson
Last post
 Thursday
...See more I wrote this poem last year. It was a warm July night, and as usual, I was in my room... Here's the rest... I'm sitting here alone in the dark, Surrounded by relics of life in the past, Her pictures just a couple of clicks apart, How I long to see the eyes that put my life in the up. But it's all just a trick played by my heart, To poke the part that hurts me so much, Why do I let it enter my mind in park, Here I am again, alone in the dark. Maybe one more time to see the stars Be jealous of her eyes' bright spark, My pain continues and I fall apart, Here I sit again, always alone in the dark.
Ones and zeroes
Poetry / by GreekCatPerson
Last post
 April 23rd
...See more Ones and zeros is what I do get two states of life I can’t forget, unsolvable problems I never met ones and zeros is what I do get. I faced this life with no regret. No, I lie, I had plenty to get, things I wish I could soon forget, my past with doubts filled it did get. I always ran some right or left, quick decisions I was so deft, fixing errors I was so adept, I threw me both feet and all the heft. Even my love was right or was left, even If my heart was lost in theft. I picked the path I thought was best, piled any regret with all the rest. This love I have, I barely get, not one, not zero, I never met it fills my heart and spins my head, law even physics have never met. Ones and zeros is what I do get, And you, my Princess, I cannot forget, for once this love has no regret, even if zero chance I do get.
Do I matter?
Poetry / by GreekCatPerson
Last post
 April 18th
...See more Do I matter, do I not? I don't know, I have forgot. Last time it was pain I got, The empty hole I needed not. Love they say is all you got, Water it or it will surely rot, And in the end if pain you got, Then real love it surely was not. So there I was I loved her lot, But in the end it went to rot And all I have is a pain pot I don't know if I'm worth a lot. So do I matter, or do I not? My love for her is all I got, But am I worth the pain I got, If all I have is tears and rot.
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