GreenBubble Member Profile

...See more Hello, I am 20 years old and I am a student in Computer Science (second year). I have always been a pessimistic person, with little confidence in myself, and I also had very few friends till now. Even though highschool was a little better, because I made some friends, I was still a very depressed person. I have also suffered from OCD for a period of time (I don't think it had completely disappeared, but it had changed to something more acceptable or so I think..which is the desire for perfection). Still, this had made me so competitive that I think it is destroying me piece by piece. I am unable to get a relationship with a guy (I had only one till now and it lasted no more than a month), I am not confident in myself, because I see all the people around me that are so smart and seem to handle everything so well and easy, while I try so hard to make only a small thing work. I have recently gained an internship at a company, but I am unable to fulfill my duty, because I don't know what to do, I don't understand these things and I don't know where to start from. I see everyone around me so happy and able to complete their tasks, while I am not able to do a small part of it. I am afraid to ask, because I will look stupid, especially because these things have been explained to me at the beginning. I can't stop thinking that I am not suited for this domain and that I am stupid because I cannot do what people around me do so easily. I feel very down and can't realize what to do in order to become more positive and gain more confidence in myself.

Bio

Recent forum posts

Talk to an expert therapist

Smita is very kind and listens carefully. She has a calming aura and I am very...

Reviewed Aug 9, 2026

About Us

Get Started

Online Therapy

Terms

Bio