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Gwenni
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I am fighting. But I think I am losing.
Self-Harm Recovery / by Gwenni
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 July 27th
...See more I have prepared everything to do it. I always do it very clean, so that it'll leave almost no scars. I do it. I clean it. I let it heal. I did prepare for it. But I am still fighting the urge to actually go through with it. I've been looking for somewhere safe to talk about it. Somewhere where people understand. Somewhere I can open up about it. I never talk about this. I keep it clean so nobody will notice. I don't want anyone to notice how weak I really am. How I've already broken under all this pressure even though people keep telling me how strong I am. I've cracked. And nobody knows. I keep fighting. But I can't do it alone anymore.
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