I am fighting. But I think I am losing.
I have prepared everything to do it. I always do it very clean, so that it'll leave almost no scars.
I do it. I clean it. I let it heal.
I did prepare for it. But I am still fighting the urge to actually go through with it.
I've been looking for somewhere safe to talk about it. Somewhere where people understand. Somewhere I can open up about it.
I never talk about this. I keep it clean so nobody will notice. I don't want anyone to notice how weak I really am. How I've already broken under all this pressure even though people keep telling me how strong I am.
I've cracked. And nobody knows. I keep fighting.
But I can't do it alone anymore.
That doesn't make you weak, it just shows how tired you are. And it is ok to be tired of feeling the same *** over and over again. You don't need to hide the pain from others who can help or just be there for you.
We are here for you, and you didn't need to hide anything for that.
You are strong enough to heal from anything, and letting others help you also shows your strength. 🫶💗
That doesn't make you weak, it just shows how tired you are. And it is ok to be tired of feeling the same *** over and over again. You don't need to hide the pain from others who can help or just be there for you.
We are here for you, and you didn't need to hide anything for that.
You are strong enough to heal from anything, and letting others help you also shows your strength. 🫶💗