Every single day I think of thing's that scares me, like my mother passing in a few decades, and then being all alone, anxiety is my biggest flaw I don't want anxiety but I have it, Everytime I'm at school I'm always scared, because teachers might do something that's nothing for others but will be engraved in me, If anyone would just make me even the slightest bit embarrassed, that will stick with me, and I will never forget it, in school im always sitting there alone, I tear up whenever I'm talking with someone even if it's not sad or funny I don know why.(I want leave fear behind to enjoy life)