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...See more My sense of time isn’t the most accurate, but my best guess time wise would be that I started to become really conscious about my eating habits/body around the beginning of this year? I already was before, but it became more notable around then. Our scale is broken I think for now which is good, though I am aware that for my age and height range I’m considered underweight.Tw for food habits ahead// I eat 2 meals a day usually, though one is becoming more common usually around 7pm or so. I think in part it started from my moms constant comments about my appearance, eating habits, ect, and was made worse after I got diagnosed with a disease that heavily affects how my body processes nutrition and found out my stomach lining was torn as well, so I’ve been put on a diet for 6 months to see if it helps the healing process for now. I absolutely adore cooking and consider eating to be a valuable social experience. I was able to fight it for a long time by cooking for both me and my brother, but my mother hasn’t stopped with her comments which has added difficulties. An event was yesterday and there was a lot of food, and I kind of spiraled a lot and forced myself to look at triggering images in hopes of being able to hate myself enough to starve/starve more. That’s a bit long winded and could probably be shortened a bit, but that’s about everything of note, I think.

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