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Heartbreak1727
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Can’t stop crying and thinking
Relationship Stress / by Heartbreak1727
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 May 20th, 2025
...See more I’m very new to this app and very apprehensive to post however I seem to always feel a bit lighter when talking to people. It’s hard talking to people that know me because they always take my side. I sometimes have the feeling of what if. I’ve recently ended things with a guy I have seen on and off for 6 months. Who I thought I’d be with for life. I’ve never told someone I love them, and for him to say it first felt so pure. If I was to go into everything I’d be here typing for hours. We hit the rocks 2 months in and we had a mini break. He broke no contact and wanted to make things work but they never truly did. He then recently went to Thailand for a month and within the first week lost his phone, passport, and bank cards. I bent over backwards helping him and I was worried sick. After I managed to sort him bits he told me he realised how much I meant to him and that when he was home he wanted to build a life with me. He has a lot of prior relationship troubles and has serious alcohol and drug problems. However I’ve always been there. Probably more than I should of. However whenever we are good we are amazing. Out the blue he started ghosting me. Even when I was in hospital. I found out he was back home (a week after ghosting) and I confronted him. He looked like he saw a ghost when he saw me. I instantly knew something was wrong. I won’t go into to much details but he was off his head on drugs and alcohol even though he only got home that day. After questioning him I found out he slept with another girl on 4 occasions and that’s why he ghosted me. I felt sick and my whole body and mind froze. The one thing I never thought he’d do he did. And it broke me. He could barely speak and said I deserve better - which I know I do. But I can’t get over the fact he did that. Especially when it was a week after telling me he wanted to build a life with me. I’m barely eating, if I’m not busy I’m crying. I just can’t get him out of my head. I don’t know what I’m expecting from posting this.
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