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any tips?
Eating Disorder Support / by Helloimjay
Last post
 March 22nd, 2025
...See more i haven't been diagnosed yet, but I can't stop starving myself.  I hate that I do it, but in a weird way, I find comfort in it. I want to eat normally and I want food to be not as heavy of a thought as it is right now. I just need help from people who understand this stuff.
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I can't stop not eating
Eating Disorder Support / by Helloimjay
Last post
 March 30th, 2025
...See more I haven't even been diagnosed with an Ed but I just can't stop starving myself. and honestly, sometimes I crave that feeling of hunger. it scares me but it's also comforting in a weird way. like it's the only thing in my life I can control. it's been going on and off for 4 years now, but last and this year has been horrible. I might even be getting referred to a nutritionist. I just hate myself right now. man I just wanna be normal like everyone else.
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idk how to say this, but i saved my friends life yesterday. (TRIGGER WARNING)
Self-Harm Recovery / by Helloimjay
Last post
 December 5th, 2024
...See more TRIGGER WARNING  so, my friend broke her leg and is in a wheelchair, and she needed to go to the nurse. so, i pushed her down there. in the hallway, she showed me bandages-wrap things on her arms that were to keep her from picking her scabs and from self harming.  when we got there, probably only 5 seconds after she told me that, she told the nurse she was feeling sad, and that’s why she was there. i sat down and told her she can tell me anything, that i would always be there for her, and that i will never judge her. after around 15-20 mins of talking, we had to go back to class.  as i got up, she complemented my necklace, so i gave it to her. in the hallway, she told me something along the lines of that if i didn’t help her or say those things about her, she would have committed suicide that night.  i really don’t know how i can support her other than being there for her. can someone please help? i would really appreciate it❤️
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The Void (TRIGGER WARNING)
Self-Harm Recovery / by Helloimjay
Last post
 December 2nd, 2024
...See more my skin doesn’t fit right it’s not meant for the gender and thoughts i feel and am my bones aren’t built right not for the weight i carry on my back my screams don’t sound right they sound empty, and they get pulled into The Void  my words don’t feel right they feel hollow and worthless, like i don’t mean what i say i don’t feel right i don’t feel like the mood and the smile i wear don’t work on my friends  they all know me too well they see right through my hollowness my blankness im being pulled into The Void of empty space and lies i try to call out but my shouts mean nothing  just like my words like my truth like  me.
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i did it again (Trigger Warning)
Self-Harm Recovery / by Helloimjay
Last post
 November 20th, 2024
...See more i self harmed myself again. i felt guilty for doing something and i just panicked. i feel so bad for doing it. i can’t get out of this endless void. i need help.
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i need help identifying
Eating Disorder Support / by Helloimjay
Last post
 October 14th, 2024
...See more hello. recently i have been on this ADHD medication and it has made me lose my appetite. now i feel like i will throw up when i eat and it has made me lose 16 pounds. and i’m proud? i feel like i’m struggling but i don’t know if i do have an ED. if anyone knows signs, tell me if i do❤️
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