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Hickory101
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Relationship Stress / by Hickory101
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 December 19th, 2022
...See more I guess I will start from the start. Everyone gains a crush on someone and most likely gets rejected. I guess I built up a "numbing" or way to not be affected by it. Last year, I was used emotionally by a few female friends I had, and I was always there for someone even when someone wasn't there for me, and it was fine since I pushed down my emotions and dealt with the later. Recently, a girl started to like me, and we have been dating for a solid 2 months and growing but, don't get me wrong, I love her and wouldn't want to leave ever but I feel like I am the worst person for her, and she could use better. Even with her reassuring words and paragraphs from her I still feel the same day after day and from her seeing I have been mentally abused and grown up to deal with it. To summarize, I cannot get out of my own headspace and see the greatness in front of me and I am stuck on the past and seeing all the bad outcomes before the good outcomes and also overthink everything.
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