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HopelesslyXHopeful
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I've done something terrible...
Relationship Stress / by HopelesslyXHopeful
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 June 14th, 2018
...See more Hello everyone,this is going to be long but please dont judge before reading... I started a new job 2 months ago and became a really good friend (i thought) with one of the guys that works there. We started hanging out after work and he shared with me how much he loved his girlfriend,how he wants to marry her one day,and they are still pretty young,so i thought it must be a really special relationship. One day after work (we work in a restaurant ,so it was pretty late) we were alone and getting ready to close. He came to me,he basically forced himself on me and told me how he wanted me since the first time we saw each other,that i was so beautiful and knew i wanted him too. I was so shocked,i cant even describe how i felt. I told him that he's out of his mind,that I wouldnt do it when he has a girlfriend,and he said that he is thinking about breaking up with her (which i didnt believe) so i kept telling him to leave me alone but he wouldnt let me,and after about 2 hours of him forcing it,i finally gave up and let him do it. I felt so so so awful and the next day his gf came to see him at work and i went up to the bathroom and started crying. After that he asked me "when are we gonna stay late again"because he wanted to do it again,and just have fun...yeah,i found him attractvie and liked him but i would never ever think about doing something to ruin their relationship,and i dont even know how he manages to look her in the eye,when even i cant. I would sort of understand if he was drunk and knew it was a mistake,but he wants to do it again? I really dont understand how can you love someone and want to marry her,and just cheat like that and even want to do it again... I know that it is my fault as well but i just had to let it out somewhere...
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