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Hoveringon
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37 female and thisclose to quitting it all
35 & Over Community / by Hoveringon
Last post
 February 14th, 2024
...See more I'm about to quit my job because I'm just tired of life. Tired of everything. I don't get paid enough but it's the only thing I have because I left my profession of 12 years because I was so stressed out and couldn't take it anymore. All these jobs suck, no one pays and I feel stuck. This is making my depression worse and I'm like what's the point anymore. Everywhere I go it's same. What is the point the routine? Get up, stress up in traffic, sit for 8 hours, go home (stress in traffic), maybe have 4 hours of free time ( if you're lucky) Repeat. Weekends? Go by in a flash. Can barely afford to live. There's no point to my existence anymore. If someone comes up to me again with a question or a problem, I will scream. Every little thing is getting on my nery. Yes, I have an appointment to get medication today. What good will it do? Just numb the pain so I can stay a clog in this machine? No thx.
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I don't want to be on this earth anymore.
Depression Support / by Hoveringon
Last post
 March 1st, 2024
...See more I just don't. Everyday is the same and its agony and because of my mental illness, I've made some bad financial decisions and credit score is going down the drain. I'm living paycheck to paycheck at a job/career I hate. Every morning, instead of thanking God/universe for another day, I'm cursing him for forcing me to live another day in this deplorable world. I see a therapist. I've been on and off meds since I was a teen. I'm 31 now and I feel like each wave of depression is getting worse. I can't bear it. I feel like it wants to crawl it's way out of my skin. It physically hurts. I'm so alone. I have no authority figures in family that I trust to help me/give me sound advice. I feel suck. Doomed to repeat my meaningless existence day after day.
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