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INeedAHug556
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Break up or not?
Relationship Stress / by INeedAHug556
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 January 7th, 2017
...See more You see, we've been a lot of through this time, his and my depression, arguments. when i frist found him he was about to kill himself but apparently i rescued him. then i found out he dropped school and yet he planned the future with me. sometimes he has those periods he's stupid, like he says he's not gonna work for anybody, he's gonna be the chef (without any experience, yeaaah). i have bad situation at home and he wanted to kill my father what i didnt want him to do. then he said he did this to make me feel better. there's also the thing with his absence- he had those periods when he was sleeping for very long time, 3 days or something so i really wanted to break up with him but i also loved him very much. he was the only person that understood me, we could talk all day without being bored. and he was my only friend so i tried break uping with him, but he threatened to kill himelf, after a while i gave up. and it was fine after this, we really were happy. but then i made him go to school (just for weekends) he moved back to country and to the family that wants him to do all the work at home. and he's looking for job. should be better, right? we still have arguments and i dont love him the way i did before. it's more like im used to him. i dunno if i feel the love. and i have no idea wether he is "the one" ill always be happy with or not. i dunno what to do and im too weak to break up with him Also I want to study in London and he's in Poland, he wants to move to london but i think he should finish his education first. he'd do anything for me but i dont want to take care of him always. im also afraid he won't have any life after me.
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