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Hard breakup, need to talk
Relationship Stress / by Idontknow111cherry
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 May 24th, 2025
...See more Hi, My name is Maria, I’m 19. I’m reaching out because I’m really struggling emotionally due to a recent breakup that’s affected me deeply. It wasn’t just a breakup, it felt like I lost a person I had built a whole emotional world with. Since then, I’ve been going through a lot of pain, anxiety, and emotional instability. I’ve done a lot of reflection, and I’ve written a message that I intend to send him, not to get back together necessarily (though ofc I’d love to), but to seek clarity and potentially find closure or understanding. I’ve been planning to send this message for a while now, and the anticipation has been emotionally draining. I’m stuck in between hope and fear: hope that we might be able to talk things through and fear that he may not respond or may refuse. I’ve been trying to hold myself together through school and studies, but the emotional weight is very heavy, and it’s starting to affect my energy, focus, and mental health. I sometimes feel like I’m spiraling: sad, hopeless, and unsure of what I want or how to move forward, yet I still care deeply and just wish for some peace. I also talked to a therapist who was also a spiritual astrologist, and I found that helpful, but it’s financially out of reach for me at the moment. I’m looking for someone who could help me work through these feelings, the grief, the confusion, the emotional burnout. I don’t expect magic solution, just want to feel less alone in this, and maybe find some clarity and strength to move forward. Thank you for reading.
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