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ImAware
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PathStep 5 Compassion hearts20 Forum posts2 Forum upvotes6 Current upvotes6 Age GroupAdult Last activeDecember, 2024 Member sinceOctober 12, 2024
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I'm aware of my issues. I have no friends to talk to them about though..

I have few family that I trust and non of them I want to worry.

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Monthly flower and the trouble she brings to me
Women's Issues / by ImAware
Last post
 December 14th, 2024
...See more So from the start of my first period at 12 my crams have been moderately high on the pain spectrum and nothing seemed to subside the pain and all out was just causing more damage for me if I were to want to have kids. now 21 though never been in any form of relationships it's basically all I live for to have one day a husband and kids but lately this year with my panic attacks these crams have become unbearable I have right now taken a pill to just stop the period for today so I can stop crying thank God I still live with my mum so I'm not by my self with it but a friend of hers has just mentioned that I may need to get a camera check for I might have some type of bacteria that is causing my destress and with that I'm gona feel depressed knowing that if this is what it is and it is as bad as it seems I my not be able to have kids and I cry I'm crying knowing that my whole life I have looked forward to the day I may carry my own little me or a little love of my life I know for a fact I will adopt if this is the case but to be a woman for me is this verey thing that might be taken from me in a day I know I'll be strong I just really need to talk about it I'm young I know there is still high chances but my body is so weak to this stuff compared to my mentality I'm strong I know but I am human I'm a weak being and I embrace that but new things keep happening and I'm slowly losing my mind I now ill pull through but will I ever experience they joy of creating live?
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Why is this me
Anxiety Support / by ImAware
Last post
 October 23rd, 2024
...See more Why can't I do things right? I'm so lost with what my purpose is in this moment... why is my anxiety so bad that it is triggered randomly with no cause of distressed emotion? Why is my reaction to that a like type seizure? Why do all my vitamins drop randomly? I can't even meet new people without having to feel like vomiting and I can't keep up a with my hobbies anymore.. today my mum asked me one time to make dinner. Simple schnitzels and mashed potatoes but I forgot the mashed potatoes and I needed to cook one more schnitzel after I cleaned waiting for them to come n eat. I can't even make a simple dinner. Not long ago I over heard my mum saying she feels I'm not ready for marriage and that's the only thing that was keeping me up you know I'm so useless and fragile and so so troubled with built up trauma my mum can't see me living a life of my own independence with a family of my own.. and as a girl that's my nightmare.. I'm 21 and hearing her say im not ready honestly broke me and I'm not mad at her that she said that I'm mad because it's true. why dose this have to be the way I am?
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