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Ineverwin
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Journals & Diaries / by Ineverwin
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June 10th, 2019
...See more Hmm what's on my mind...what isn't on my mind in these days. I'm a pretty high strung kind of person. A million situations play out in my mind which brings me down. Life seems to enjoy kicking me down quote often and I'm honestly out of strength. Been Diabetic most of my life, just found out my pet is as well and you d think it would bring me a degree of something...maybe something to compare to but my pet won't let me help him and he's been wrecking the house. With my SO always at work the house tends to fall apart quite quickly. Kicked off my day well enough until I went to clean and had a break down. I got told I don't do enough around the house. My part time job doesn't pay as much as her full time job does but I try to contribute through other means. I feel like I'm seen as this terrible monster when I get upset but when I bring these up in a less aggressive manner it just gets ignored. Am I wrong for feeling angry? Am I supposed to push myself harder? I'm constantly drained, I feel like I'm out of options and slowly driving me crazy. Constant bad luck haunts me at every turn with much of it being out of my control. Do I stop caring? If I do will there be blow back from it? Everything is too uncertain for me considering I'm constantly running thoughts through my head all day. I've tried to cope and I feel like my negativity overpowers my efforts. Has anyone else felt this way? I don't know but definitely feel like I'm fighting this alone right now.
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