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InfinateDormiveglia
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I dont know if im borderline, but i certainly identify with it
Personality Disorders Support / by InfinateDormiveglia
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 June 17th, 2015
...See more Hi, Im a girl [I guess] who goes by many names   depending in my mood i can be an entirely different person Some would call it Split personality, others would call it extreme dissacociation.   All i know is im very dvided. every aspect of me is seperate and has its own being. its on concousness   ​Ive been suicidal before i had reached 5 years old. I still remember it. I remember that empty feeling that far back.   I am currently. Right this second. Wondering what the point of it all is. For the past week ivewanted to tke back an old habit of cuttign becuase i just want to see my own blood. I want to remind myself that i am real, i am alive.. i do bleed. But thats looked down upon.  And after being sacked for various things that every other emplyeee does, and having recieved nothing but rejections from all the other jobs ive applied for, im feeling pretty shitty about myself My boyfriend coming bac drunk on our only night together in the week but the cherry on the cake.   Im feeling pretty done I dont know what im sticking around ofr. Im not feeling guilty and it seems thats the only thing people have a problem with. Guilt.   May be i wouldfeel more guilt about wanting to take control over my pulse or lack thereof if everyone else took control in making me feel that way to begin with  
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