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Jasuanjasu
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Proudly Namibian 🇳🇦 / African

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Why me
Depression Support / by Jasuanjasu
Last post
 July 29th, 2025
...See more I feel so alone and overwhelmed. Too much is going on regarding my work, family, personal life. I hate that I have no one
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My Nightmares Won't Stop
Trauma Support / by Jasuanjasu
Last post
 May 9th, 2024
...See more I just woke up from another nightmare. I do not know how to heal from this. I can't get myself to a point where I really want to forgive this time. I'm damaged, broken and lost. I'm dealing with people that do not know how to really deal with me. I'm disliked and avoided by many. I'm alone and I feel so lonely. Yeah I even remember that day when I was in my hometown. And I hungout with this girl... if I didn't bother to ask the others to get together they would've done nothing. I mean they are great people but geez why must I be the one getting them together everytime? I want to be in in my hometown so bad but that weekend just sucked because I felt like I'm forcing things... I don't really bother with anyone... if I address this then I'm the overdramatic one and *** for making them feel like *** but their actions don't change.. I get it we all have busy different lives and priorities but I make time... damm I wish I had people in my life that actually showed I meant something and not just when they feel they want to whenever it suits them. I realize it each time I am not anyone's favorite or that I matter to people. Mostly I don't care what people think of me but the ones that matter to me their opinion in this case matters but it is what I have to live with everyday. And some knowing what I went through dont give a damn about me. I really wish I was in a position right now to just start over and dissappear and just really be intentionally on my own. That *** who put me through so much trauma really made sure it affected me as a person and my relationship with people and who I am today. Ugh can anyone relate?
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