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Jellyshamalam
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I cheated on my boyfriend
Relationship Stress / by Jellyshamalam
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 December 20th, 2016
...See more Hey, so I need some advice ive been with my boyfriend for a year now and we have been through alot. I suffer from depression and anxiety and he has been there for me the whole time but I've done some stupid things. A week ago I slept with my best friends brother as we are growing closer and he took alot of time to listen to me at times when my boyfriend werent there. The whole thing was a mistake but I feel like theres something wrong with me as I dont really feel guilty I just feel empty, like nothing. I dont know what to do and I feel almost ashamed of myself as a person. I dont want to tell my current boyfriend because he is the best thing I have at the moment..its like theres something wrong with me. Its not the first time ive cheated im only 21 and ive grown up in a broken houshold. My dad left my mum when I was 16 and all I ever saw was fighting and arguing. My dad left my mum because she also cheated. She suffers with anxiety too and apart of thst has passed onto me, I feel like im turning into my mum and its not getting any better. Can someone please give me some advice on what I should do now? Do I tell my boyfriend?
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