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KT627
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I don't know if it was abuse
Trauma Support / by KT627
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 February 15th, 2016
...See more I'll start of by saying I'm a bi female. I've been friends with this girl for 11+ years. And I loved her, we grew up together and for years we fooled around (mind you all of it was one sided.. And what I mean is she'd want me to do stuff to her but would never reciprocate) eventually we moved in together and every single night shed sleep in my bed we'd fool around and I'd pleasure her and if I didn't she's throw a fit and we'd fight.. During the day id drop hits that I wanted to be with her but didn't have the confidence to tell her first off I'm bi and second I loved her and wanted to be in a relationship and her response to all my hints was "I'm not into girls" but still every night shed want me to please her... She would date guys and still keep me around at night and whenever I tried to make other friends or even mentioned going on a date with someone shed talk me out of it and how they were bad for me, to watch out cause they sounded sketchy and this that and the other.. I'm out of this situation now thanks to me being brave enough to go out on a limb and do something without telling her I met a wonderful guy who treats me like a princess and helped me deal with her but with distance I now wonder was that sexual abuse. I'd do it even if I didn't want to because I didn't want there to be a fight and I wanted her to be happy but it was destroying me in the process i don't know how good I am at explaining my situation but I needed to get it out...
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