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KaitorGaitorTx
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I don't know what to do
Relationship Stress / by KaitorGaitorTx
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 June 19th, 2019
...See more Hi! So I move from home 3yrs ago to go to college and became extremely depressed and hid it with alcohol and partying. I hated myself and didn't respect myself and became so depressed that I became suicidal. I tried reaching out and getting help but it didn't work. I met thing guy towards what I would have considered the end and he started out as a random hookup and soon became a friend. Over time I developed feelings for him and we decided that I would move in with him instead of going home for the summer. We've been together ever since. But.... He has some of his own problems that began to affect me. He loves to talk to girls online. At first it was just flirting and never more. I caught him a few times and he would stop but like a drug he would always relapse. Saying that it was like an addiction to him and he was alone for so long that it just became a habit. He was always genuinely sorry and trust me there's no amount of acting that would allow someone to pull off the tears and emotions I would see in his face. Fast forward two years and we are still together and have it own place and doing great. About two weeks ago and I get a message from a girl with screenshots from him asking for more than flirting. I confronted him and he broke down and said he's cheated with three other girls and to others with sexual favors I'm heart broken and confused. I can't imagine my life without him but at the same time I'm hurting and I don't know what to do. Can anyone help me?
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