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Katzilla
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What happens after denial
Trauma Support / by Katzilla
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 September 21st, 2019
...See more Hi, you can call me Kat. I've managed to put myself through college and graduate with a master's despite my depression. I'm striving to find that happiness and contentment with life that we all yearn for. After years of denying what happened, literally 5 years of denial, in the past year I finally admitted I was sexually assaulted... and 2 days ago after a severe PTSD episode I was finally admit to myself that I was raped. Now, after all of these years, I'm in mourning of the girl I used to be, I'm in mourning for what was taken from me, but at the same time I'm proud of the woman I have become. Despite wanting to stay in bed today and despite wanting to sob on my way to work I managed to get through my day and help others. I've been making strides with my mental health but this new realization, admitting to myself I was raped, is a whole new process of healing.
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