Keeeks Member Profile

...See more Hi all, I've joined today because I don't really know who to talk to. I have good friends but the 'I'm fine' is all they get from me. I'm 32 and single. I've never felt more alone in my life. In January I broke up with my boyfriend. He was no good for me so it was a good thing. Not long after I got in contact with an old school friend who I've known for 25 years. Back in school I had a thing for him. He was always someone pretty special to me. Thing is, he's married. His marriage is in trouble. I think I let my feelings for him take over and we had a thing. All along I knew it was wrong but my feelings kept taking over. I feel like a disgusting person for it. It's not me to do that. About 3 weeks ago we decided to stop talking all together. That broke my heart. Even just to lose his friendship...I think that's what hurt the most. because I felt so alone I stupidly contacted my ex. We decided to start dating and see how it went. Well...he was up to his old tricks again so really...a time waster. I think I just needed something else to focus on. I don't want to be with him but I want to feel something else if that makes any sense. i just feel like I'm losing it. I'm losing friends because I'm pushing people away. I can't tell people what I did with my old school friends because I know it's wrong. I just feel really lonely

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