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Don't know what to do
General Support / by Kid123
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 March 22nd, 2017
...See more Hi! A little introduction, I'm an introverted student in the early 20s. I barely ever post anything anywhere, but I guess this time I need to just give it a try. Apologies first though, if these doesn't really belong here or if my story is a bit chaotic. I'm currently trying to continue my study towards masters, but everything went down after I obtained my bachelor last year. I finished my thesis late, so that I practically had no break between finishing bachelor and starting new classes. In a very short time I became completely non-functional. I dont go to universities, dont feel like meeting anyone at all, alcohol abuse, etc. I thought I needed a break, so I took a vacation last December. It didnt help. I still got irritated meeting other people, even (sometimes) friends. I cant read anything that requires thinking, my mind would just be dead after 1 or 2 hours. I cant even hold myself to learn a new song to play with my guitar or to sketch something properly. And having no girlfriend doesnt help either (never had any success with that, although Im straight). A few reads suggested that Im depressed, but I literally have no reason to. My lifes fine (As in, financial and health-related), but Im just stuck for like no rerason, so Im quite confused. My friends are getting concerned about me as well. My flatmate was actually worried and checked on me when I only didnt make dinner at the usual time the other day. Some suggested that probably my study isnt for me, it might be better if I switch. I used to fancy art and architecture, but chose engineering (which is like my other hobby) for better practicality. But I actually enjoyed it when I was in my bachelor, and was relatively decent at it. Some suggested me to take long vacation to my parents, but I dont want them to know. And my family is a bit conservative, so residing to them in this condition may be regarded as disappointment or disgrace. Now I don't know what to do. Any suggestions would be appreciated. Sorry for the long ramble.
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