There's noting special to say about me honestly. Single mother of three, constantly taking one step forwards and ten steps back. Sounds depressing, I know. But honestly that's why I'm here. I can't feel anything anymore. Sadness, abuse, Disappointement.. I numb my self with drugs just to get through the day. Once my kids are asleep, I try to let all sink in.. But it never does. I need help, but am clueless on how to get it. Every professional here just wants more drugs to be taken, but they never help. So I stick to the drugs I know that will keep me numb to it all..