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...See more today was the day that everything finally hit. i realized i have no friends now, that im alone and have nobody to talk to. before today, i kinda blocked out the emotions and acted tough so nobody would worry about me. but now - i cant hold back how i feel. im hurt and idk what to do. every time i try to make friends - i feel that im annoying or they dont want to talk to me. people dont like me for what reason?? im not sure. ive never been quite sure on why people dont like me. theres never been a time in my life where people DIDNT hate me. ive always been left out and lonely. when someone actually shows interest in talking to me, it catches me off guard... especially when im walking in the hallway at school and someone calls my name to say hi or have a conversation. this year has been extremely difficult on me both mentally and emotionally. i am completely isolated at school and dont hang out with anyone. people talk trash about me as i walk past so i can hear it, people pretend im invisible so they wont have to interact with me in any way, shape or form, people using me only for homework answers and many other things. one thing about me, Im way too nice to people who dont deserve it. i give people answers for homework but when i ask for the favor - which is rare - they dont do the same. but i continue to do this just so maybe someone will actually like me and be my friend. this year, my mom has been picking me up early every day because school has become such a strain on me emotionally and mentally. school is emotionally exhausting. i dont know what to do at this point. i have no friends, no motivation, im stressed, anxious and many other things. idk what to do.

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