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LavenderMoon95
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29 y.o.

D.I.D. System of 6 diagnosed since 2020

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I don’t know where to go from here
Trauma Support / by LavenderMoon95
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 July 12th, 2024
...See more TW: s*xual ab*se I accidentally came forward last year about my cousin SAing me when we were 16 years old up until i was about 21 years old. It was around this time last year, and i think I’m getting anxiety from the memories and feelings that are being brought up. I feel so alone and I honestly don’t know how to move forward. I feel like I’m stuck in this depressive cycle that doesn’t seem to ever cease. I’m constantly afraid that she is going to show back up and hurt me or my family like she always promised would happen if I ever told anyone. I just want to feel safe, but I’ve never known what that feels like. I feel like I’ve let my family down and put them in danger. I honestly just don’t know what to do. I’ve been in therapy for years but I don’t know if it’s helping me anymore. Nothing feels right anymore and I’m so lost.
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