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LeVar87
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PathStep 72 Compassion hearts115 Forum posts8 Forum upvotes6 Current upvotes6 Age GroupAdult Last activeOctober, 2026 Member sinceOctober 21, 2026
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I'm chill, a nerd, artist, ex athlete. I like disc golf, magic the gathering, graphic design, and tech. I'm going through a rough separation, trigger my depression. I need to talk it out to people that understand. I have a codependency problem I'd love to overcome. I feel like it could be one of the underlying sources of my depression. 



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Separation/balding/prime
Self-Esteem / by LeVar87
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59 minutes ago
...See more I got alot going on financially. Crazy stressful, but on top of that I'm going through a separation. So down I can't properly focus on what I need to do for myself. Trying to get my to getboutbof my depression so I can handle my business. I'm mad she left me as soon as I'm outta my prime years, mad I'm balding. Mad she's gone.
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The underlying reason
Alcohol & Drug Addiction Support / by LeVar87
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3 hours ago
...See more Alot has gone wrong for me the last few years in life. Dropped outta college for a second time, lost best paying job I ever had. Losing the love of my life in the present. The person who knows me best thinks it's all drug related. I do have a substance problem, but not always. I don't think everything going wrong is related to my vices. I don't know everything though. I could be wrong. Any thoughts?
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Bad anxiety
Anxiety Support / by LeVar87
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2 hours ago
...See more I've had really bad anxiety for about 20yrs now. Over that time I tried to come up with different self made ways to cope with it. Has anyone else had an attack so bad that fight or flight literally happened? I'd like to hear about you experience.
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Separation depression
Depression Support / by LeVar87
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6 hours ago
...See more Going through the 5 stages of grief during my separation. The uncertainty is so rough.
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10yrs down the drain
Relationship Stress / by LeVar87
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2 hours ago
...See more Hi, I'm Levar. I've been going through depression from my separation. Real bad depression. Had to call thr crisis hot line more than a couple times. To say I feel alot is an understatement. Hopelessness, betrayed, foolish, stupid. The list goes on. I just want her back, but that's not under my control. I need people that can relate to be able to speak with. I've been losing my mind for a few months now trying to come to terms with whats going on.
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