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LittleMoose02
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I’ve experienced grief, but never like this…
Grief & Loss / by LittleMoose02
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 April 21st, 2024
...See more I’ve experienced grief, many types. Loss of a friendship, loss of a relationship, loss through death. Through death, I have lost my nana, my childhood pet, my childhood best friend, and now someone who is like my big brother. In February of 2023, i lost the most amazing person i’ve ever met. this man was like my brother. he always supported me, always listened, and was genuinely just one of the best human beings i’ve ever had the privilege of having in my life. since he’s been gone, i’ve spiraled. i’ve dealt with depression and anxiety a majority of my life. ever since i was 8, and i’m currently 22. i’ve struggled with self harm since i was 9, and have had multiple relapses in the last year. losing him is easily the hardest situation i’ve ever had to navigate. every single day, it feels like my heart is being ripped from my chest. i feel like the one source of pure love and support i had is now gone, and i’ll never be able to get that back. i have others in my life who love me and who i love, but no one seems to compare to him. his level of sincerity and compassion, is unmatched. i feel as though i should be moving on, but i cannot find it i myself to let go. i’m simply not ready and that makes me feel weak. to say i haven’t had thoughts of ending it to be with him would be a lie. thankfully, i know i would never, but the thought lingers sometimes. life feels dark and cold without his presence. he was the light at the end of the tunnel for me and i couldn’t be more heartbroken. i miss him more than anything else in this entire world.
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