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...See more My boyfriend of over 5 years broke up with me in the beginning of August. I believe, he was the absolute love of my life. And a lot of his reasonings were hints I realize now I could have changed. Things I would change. I want him back. Badly. We talked about things about a week after the break-up and he said he needed to think about things-concerning getting back together. He had a lot of resentment towards me over certain things. And I told him he was absolutely right for having those feelings. And that I apologized for it, but I couldn't change the past, much as I might love to. And that I can only prove to him in the future that things would be different. He still hasn't gotten back to me on it.mand we've spoken since. Even spent a bunch of time together. At one point, I thought things were going so well that we'd be back together in no time. He told me that I kept readin into things. That, to him, we were just friends, having a fun time. But, he still said that those fun days had, had an affect on him. And he just seems like he isn't sad about it at all. He isn't bothered. He doesn't miss me. He's just going through life, without me. Totally fine. Meanwhile, I'm struggling just to get out of bed in the morning. To eat, bathe, clean, work, etc. I have 100 suicidal thoughts a day. I miss him-almost unbearably. I love him. Unconditionally. I did so much for him and he said he felt like I hadn't loved him in a while. But I did. I still do. I feel like a failure. 😔

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