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Lollyx
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Realisation of my reality
Trauma Support / by Lollyx
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 January 24th, 2018
...See more It takes a lot to get to the point of dealing with the issues that brought me here. Even now, I can feel the need to quench down the readiness to verbalise my past traumas. But I must, I know I have to. I need to purge the feeling like I'm alone in all of this and I'm pretty much ready for that now. It's calming to think I can free the pain, it's scary to feel like I'm about to do something I've avoided for 30years. I take a breath and release that coil of pent up anxiety clawing at my throat. For too long I have kept quiet, only now reaping that, despite my strong will to not be affected. I AM. So today I will purge the humiliation, the betrayal, the anger and the weakness. I hope I will be stronger for it, I know I will feel vulnerable doing it and most importantly, I know it's ok to be vulnerable. It won't break me to let it out, I will be able to put myself back together again. Yes, something will be left behind, a little piece of the damaged me.
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