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LovePups24
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Marijuana Problem
Addiction Support / by LovePups24
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March 6th, 2020
...See more I hate to post this or even draw attention to this topic because I don't want to put medical marijuana in a bad light. I know cannabis is not physically addictive, and that almost everything can be psychologically addictive. That being said, I am having a serious issue with marijuana and I don't know how to get help. Most addiction communities (and local irl support groups) are centered around hard drug abuse and I dont feel like I fit it. These people are struggling with addiction in a physical sense, where I am psychologically depended on a plant. I smoke almost everyday, I chain smoke and will smoke tobacco/cannabis mixed joints back to back for HOURS. I can easily smoke 1/2 ounce on a weekend. I usually buy in $40 amounts which last me maybe 2 days max. When I'm not smoking I wish I could and when I'm smoking alot of the times i wish i didnt start. I get demotivated, tired, dont want to go outside or interact with people. I have a hard time waking up in the morning and am currently unemployed because I got up an hr late for work. But I cant fall asleep at night unless I smoke to a certain point, which I know has to be affecting my ability to get up in the morning (though I've never been a morning person). But there are times where I have smoked a small amount and have had a great productive day but most of the time I cant stop and will smoke all d. It doesnt help I'm in a failing relationship and am constantly depressed either. Not sure where to turn?
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