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MAB1987
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Need some advice (tw abuse, thoughts of being dead)
Trauma Support / by MAB1987
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 April 10th, 2021
...See more I was attacked a long time ago, never reported it or even spoke about it since. I’ve been having awful nightmares and flash backs. I know this sounds dramatic but I really wish he killed me that day. I’m not suicidal; which I know makes no sense. However I look at the scars I have from the attack and just feel ashamed and scared. I’m also in an abusive relationship which I’m trying to leave. However with all this going on I’m just not strong enough to leave.
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