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MadMax74
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Tired of being alone and unloved
Depression Support / by MadMax74
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 July 21st, 2024
...See more Yes it's starting out as a sunny day, but when one has never had someone love them it's a lonely feeling waking with no one next to them to share the day with; it's the worst. It's tiresome, as well. I've been "walked over " my entire adult life by anyone I've felt a "connection" with. I was married once, but she didn't love me. She loved the thought of being with me was all. So I was alone then and unloved too. I don't think I even know how to love not because of her I think it goes back much earlier in my life to my birth and subsequent adoption. I honestly think there is a "bond" formed at birth when a child is born and held by their mom. My biological mom didn't hold me at all. She had signed me away before I was even born. It's a longer story as I found things out after I got to meet my biological mom and biological dad. Then met my maternal grandmother. It weighs more and more on me everyday and again is very tiresome.
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