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...See more Hello and how’s life? I keep watching life happen and nothing really gets better. I just become better at hiding. The constant feeling of being in danger, the urge to control every movement around me, avoiding people and places. I had a very good friend from school, we had a strong bond but life is weird. I stopped talking, came back, she took me back but years passed by, we all grew up and my friend started a business and I think she really wanted me to come to the opening party she did but I couldn’t… really couldn’t. My mind was all over the place …”what If someone from the old school comes, what if we are all there and someone shows up, what if she has a really good friend now that makes me remember something”. I tried to explain but I had to give up from explaining that way and simply say I can’t come, I’m so sorry … I think most people don’t get it. Maybe I could do more effort, be more, less coward but every time I try something builds up and I can’t. Sorry for this but I kinda need some wake up calls.

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