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MarieM1002
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PathStep 5 Compassion hearts5 Forum posts4 Forum upvotes6 Current upvotes6 Age GroupAdult Last activeJune, 2016 Member sinceJune 14, 2016
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Venting
Anxiety Support / by MarieM1002
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 June 26th, 2016
...See more Why? Over something as stupid as that. I might as well just dump you. I really, REALLY want to. I had an chance...I can't. No matter how hard I try. You are the reason, for pent up anger flowing through my veins everyday. For sadness, ruining my day. For confusion, in my head because why don't you talk to me? And pain. Pain in my heart because damnit I miss you but I can't stand you at the same time. Pulling on the strings of my heart playing music that goes to my head and makes me think..."what if.." Because...you ruined me... ~M. Marie
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Venting
Depression Support / by MarieM1002
Last post
 June 14th, 2016
...See more I'm sad, I'm going to cry. I want to cry, just to feel something. Something that isn't nothing. Anything. I want to be genuinely happy without someone to make me laugh. I want to have a smile on my face with it being forced for more than an hour. After about 10 minutes of smiling I think it just kind of sticks. Like a piece on a Mr. potato head;stays until you choose to change it. Until it's something neutral...not smiling,Not frowning, not being sad. Just...there. Overthinking kills. From the inside out. I think it eats nerves first. People always say they feel numb. I can relate at times. Don't get me wrong. I can be happy. But never for long, so many issues. Issues cause pain, pain causes sadness...but what does sadness cause? Because I can't cry, I've tried. I want to fell the flow of salty tears down my cheeks. I want to feel the warmth of them on my hand when I wipe them away. I want to feel something, anything for more than 30 minutes. Because it's in between that really hurts.
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