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...See more Hi all, my partner ended things with me at the end of February after an amazing 2 and a half years together. We had a baby together in December last year and she has 2 children from a previous that I've always seen as my own. We got engaged at the beginning of December last year and everything was perfect! It was the perfect relationship never argued, we never fell out, honestly I've never ever felt so loved and happy as I have in our little family but then in February I noticed she became a bit distant from me, and ultimately told me that she wasn't in love with me anymore. So the next day i moved out back home and started to see the kids 3 days a week as we agreed. Then this lockdown came along and I was told to isolate for 12 weeks! Worst timing ever! I'm still madly in love with her and would give anything to get my little family back together but she has said she just wants to be friends and nothing more. I can't get her out of my head constantly thinking about what their all up to without me, its torture and I cant shake it off. I visited them the other day as I needed to see kids as because of isolation its been limited to video calls and photos etc and the odd visit, and ive been feeling so down ever since, seeing them enjoying themselves and almost seeming better off without me there. It hurts I don't get how January I had everything I ever dreamed of and am now a weekend dad living at my parents again. How can i stop thinking about thinking about things?

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