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Maxi707
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What should I do
LGBTQ+ / MOGII Support / by Maxi707
Last post
 March 2nd
...See more I'm confused about my gender. I've been for years now. I was sure I was a male trans but I haven't been brave enough to stand up for myself, to face people's judgment and disapproval. So I became more femenine, let my hair grow and started to do my makeup. Convinced myself it was just a phase due to trauma and buried those thoughts deep inside. But somehow, everytime I watch someone transisionating, coming out of the closet and being who they truthly are I get envious. I'm not sure what should I do, because I've tried in the past many times to come out of the closet and ended up backing down, coming inside again because none of my close friends or family respects who I am. And I'm sure that if I do it again, nobody will take me seriously because of how many times I've been confused and all.
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Just want to be listened. Idk.
Trauma Support / by Maxi707
Last post
 March 2nd
...See more It's been a long time since it happened. I was eleven, now I'm about to turn Eighteen next month. I've been told many times by now that I should let go, forgive and get a grip. And I've been trying, I have a job, I try to socialize, be gentle, let people in, I'm on medication. But that's not enough, I do not forget. But how one is supposed to do it? When the person in question is in the same town, same old family photos than you. Sometimes, only a smell, a noise, a sudden movement or centrain words can trigger memories that one tries to bury deep inside. I don't talk about these things with the people around me, mostly because I know they feel pity, or get uncomfortable. So I decided to write it down here. Maybe someone will relate.
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