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MelancholyJ90
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Nothing is ever right
Relationship Stress / by MelancholyJ90
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 July 29th, 2019
...See more My fiancè is away at trucking school. We just got into because I've stated that I was lonely last week and he responded it was no fault of his. Today the argument revolves around how this week we've barely talked. If we do have a conversation he is always talking to someone in the background. I'm been supportive and understanding through all of this but once I feel something it's a problem. I don't have friends because at some point they've shown their true colors. My family is the same way. He's all I've had for a while, he claims he thinks I'll leave because of this new profession but I feel like that's what he wants. I can't get him to understand anything I try to express. To him he can't do anything but talk to me and be bored and lonely, but what have I been doing all this time? Idk what to do. It makes me feel so bad I'm trying and he doesn't see it. It's like I'm just a nag when all I want is some time, it's not just me the children miss him too. I'm lost and feel like everything is crumbling around me. Makes me feel meaningless like nothing I do is ever right. And it upsets me so ,such I feel like I'm passing these feelings on to the children. I just want to feel like I'm cared about.
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