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Michellesflyy
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About to lose a friendship.
Personality Disorders Support / by Michellesflyy
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 January 28th, 2019
...See more I met this kid on tinder and we never dated or anything but we became good friends. We have the same interest and even booked a trip together in March. I have feelings for him but I put them aside because our friendship is more important to me than just some crush. However, I get upset when he cancels plans or doesnt text me back and stuff and we are now in our second big fight and he says he needs space. Im so bad at giving space. Im afraid hes never gonna talk to me again if I give him space. Ive been blowing up his phone and he hasnt been answering but he hasnt blocked or deleted me off social media either. I really think he just wants space but what if Im wrong. What if I lose him? I dont know what to do. Im trying to stay busy but its not helping. I deactivated all my social medias to distance myself and try to focus on my mental health but its so hard. I feel like I wanna die. I dont know how to cope with this. I lash out and tell him I dont deserve this and I cant do this but then 10 minutes later Im texting him Im sorry and I hope we can work It out. My mind is all over the place and its destroying me.
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