I always find the about me section on anything the hardest to write about. Mostly, because how I see myself and how others perceive me are two different things. I am someone who has become isolated by my own choice. I suffer Complex PTSD and have other underlying issues but have never really opened up completely, most definitely have not been open to healthy criticism and have never genuinely followed through with any suggested treatments. I still struggle to leave my home. I am not scared of what's outside, I fear my 'possible' reaction to being amongst people. I am a little older know when compared to where all my troubles first began. I think it's time I let go of absolutely everything I've been holding onto. I have decided that it's time for the hurting to stop being so like, "it only happened yesterday".