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MyPeopleSinging
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Relationship Stress / by MyPeopleSinging
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 June 10th, 2020
...See more TW: Rape, molestation Its been about 3 years since I broke up with my boyfriend. He was the first boy I ever dated and I was about 14 at the time. Id liked him for about a year before he said anything about liking me. The first few days were amazing, until the cracks started to form. Id been through some tough mental patches, as you do when a teenager and hed managed to be there for me. I was drawn to him as I tend to find broken people for me to fix. I still remember new year. Wed began dating mid December, and I held a party with some friends. At one point, a friend of mine pulled me aside. Told me to be careful and to not go too far with him. We hadnt had our first kiss so I agreed, but I didnt realise how voiceless you can be at times like that. Stroke of midnight, we kissed. It took me months after we broke up to realise, that what followed the next day wasnt okay. Id never said no, but I never wanted what happened. He ended up molesting me. Never asked, just went for it even though he knew I was asexual. Over the course of our 6 month relationship, I managed to say no a few times, only to be ignored. Only later did I find out, that hed nearly raped his ex girlfriend and molested my friend. He claimed to have multiple personalities. He used it to manipulate me, and turned everyone I knew against me. I never got over that, and I still fear him to this day. I am 18 years old and havent dated since and now have a fear of commitment. He ruined my life.
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