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Myshi
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Relationship Stress / by Myshi
Last post
 March 6th, 2019
...See more a few week ago me and my friend(j) got into an argument. i accused him of not caring and when he proved he did, i threw another friend(f) under the bus for saying that he planted the idea in my head because he off handedly mentioned how j acts like he cares about no one. i also mentioned how everyone told me to drop him and i guess he assumed it was f who said it all. when f apologized to j he brought this up. eventually i told j that f wasnt one of the people who told me to drop him. it was other people. he seemed mad until i told him who they were then he seemed content with pretending nothing happened i apologized to everyone saying it was my fault for over reacting, for being paranoid and thinking j doesnt like me. instead of getting mad, they all just said its your fault but youre not to blame instead they blamed themselves. f for saying what he said and j for distancing himself from me. but it really is my fault. im the one who told j that f said those things because i didnt want him to get mad for me confronting him about pushing me away. im the one who told f to apologize to j for what he said. im the one who escalated the situation by telling him about the 3 who told me to drop him. im really confused. why arent they angry? why is everyone pretending i did nothing wrong? it feels like every time i do something bad they instantly forgive me. i just want them to be mad. it hurts more knowing theyre mad at themselves instead.
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