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HELP: I've been feeling terrible for almost a year and really wanting help?..
Relationship Stress / by NanaBanana
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 September 10th, 2014
...See more Hello to whoever is reading this, I don't know how to write this and to be honest, I've tried a thousand times to write a small paragraph to share my personal experence for help and it never sounds right or comes out the way I want it, but here goes. I don't know what I have or what's happening, but I've been feeling insanely sad and irritated by an event that has happened in my life. It may not seem important but I really want help. I have currently had a break up from a guy I've been dating for almost 2 years. I lashed out and had an argument with him and he put his foot down, as he had enough, and left me. Within these two years we did EVERYTHING and I mean EVERYTHING, we also did heaps of things together. I'm just upset with the fact that I felt very inlove with this person and I was sure he was the one and that we'd be together for a long time. Ever since our break up I've been trying to stay strong but I can't be. I've tried to distract myself from him but everything reminds me of him and I'm starting to get annoyed with myself about feeling this way towards him. He wants nothing to do with me, he doesn't even want to sit and talk about it.. I have to except the fact that he wants NOTHING to do with me and I struggle about that. I have random "panic attacks" (not sure if you'd call them that) were I'd randomly feel upset/depressed and I'd cry and just block everyone out. It hurts me so much and to be honest, I've had thoughts of suicide and I don't want to kill myself cos I'm scared. Someone PLEASE help me? I want to see a doctor but I also want an opinion. Sorry for the long read and the long paragraph but you'd help someone after this if you bother. PLEASE and thank you x
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