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NateNotNewt
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hello there!!

i'm nathan/nate!

im trans (ftm) and use he/him pronouns

please remember you are loved because even though im a stranger on the internet, i love you <3

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i need help despirately.
Grief & Loss / by NateNotNewt
Last post
 April 11th, 2025
...See more I lost my mum 2 years ago. i lost my grandmother 5 years ago. the 2 people i was closest to are gone. i feel so alone. i just want them back. i want a hug from my mum. i want to feel like i belong. i'm trans and both my dad and sister are transphobic. my mum was actually trying, despite having brain cancer. *** brain cancer and she was doing better than my dad and sister are. i dont knwo what to do with myself bcs i already feel like a ghost. ive been told so many times "after all youve been through, why havent you killed yourself yet?" the real answer? i cant be bothered to. ive tried helping myself, and any time i ask for help, its always "i cant help you" or "help yourself". professionals keep sending me away because apparently im not a priority. i need help so badly
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