i need help despirately.
I lost my mum 2 years ago. i lost my grandmother 5 years ago. the 2 people i was closest to are gone. i feel so alone. i just want them back. i want a hug from my mum. i want to feel like i belong. i'm trans and both my dad and sister are transphobic. my mum was actually trying, despite having brain cancer. *** brain cancer and she was doing better than my dad and sister are. i dont knwo what to do with myself bcs i already feel like a ghost. ive been told so many times "after all youve been through, why havent you killed yourself yet?" the real answer? i cant be bothered to. ive tried helping myself, and any time i ask for help, its always "i cant help you" or "help yourself". professionals keep sending me away because apparently im not a priority. i need help so badly
@NateNotNewt therapists said your not a priority😮😮 that's shocking and so very sad, I'm sorry sweetie 🙁 you definitely matter and you are very important 💖 I'm so sorry you lost your mum and grandma 😥 grieving is never a easy thing bless you. And having to live with haters is not good🙁 you have the right to be yourself and to be proud doing so. I'm not sure what to say to comfort you best I'm so sorry 🙁 I wish I could take your pain away. You are safe here to be yourself, I'm so glad we have this site 💖 you deserve to be supported and loved, I hope you have that here💖 gives you a giant tiny hug 💗 I'm just a tag away if there's anything I can do to help you 💗💗
honestly please dont apologise, what youve said is more than what my closest friends have said and im just a stranger on the internet really 😂
thank you so much for replying, im very new to the app and this has been a very warm welcome 💖
@NateNotNewt awww then welcome to our cups family 💗 this is your safe place, remember that 💖💖 gives you a giant tiny hug 💗💗 I'm right here if you want to talk 💖
