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Natty139
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Please help cannot go on..
Relationship Stress / by Natty139
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March 27th, 2017
...See more Hello, needing advice. I lost my fiancée of 3 years due to making the worst mistake I ever have and I'm not dealing. I have always had mental issues, and was medicated for 5 years up until January when my partner told me to fight it myself and stop taking them. Then shortly after my place of work went under and said none of us had jobs. I had been in between jobs twice already in this relationship and was terrified that he would be once again disappointed in me and would have to support us solely off his wage which is hard because I have no family and have custody of my 15 year old sister as our mother died 2 years ago. So I stupidly decided until I found a great paying job again I would attempt legal prostitution in a parlour... why why why I do not know I thought I'd be saving my family and I. Now my fiancées sister found out and told him, told my sister and told his entire family. He's left me. His family hate me. And I'm alone with my sister trying to find room mates and a new job as I was made to quit my other part time job I had as it was close to the parlour. I tried to do 4 shifts there and ended up crying and hating it the entire time and literally could not do the work. This information does not matter to my man and his family they say it's all the same despite the fact I hardly worked and had stopped many weeks before it came to light. I ended up working with the lady who cleans the parlour helping her clean twice a week and that was it. I need to get him back. Help!
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